This blog is like my diary that I let others see. I know out there I have friends that worry about me and this is my way of telling them how I feel and what I am thinking or doing.

Sometimes this blog refers to a special friend of mine Ray  (not his real name) that I no longer have contact with. This person was very special to me and losing them was like losing part of my soul.

Most of the time its about what I am talking to people about.

Some times I talk about my family and kids here. I will talk about them on another page though.

I appreciate comments and rarely do I not let them post, sometimes though I wont but that is rare because I feel every comment is valid, even if I dont agree with them.

I am led to believe that sometimes this blog has mixed feeling for some readers, some want to smack me and tell me to wake up or grow up, some want to just hug me, others just dont get me. All those feelings are valid.

Sometimes I write crap that only the person who knows me and is about gets, just know that sometimes you may think a post is about you but unless you ask me dont presume this is correct.

I have an email address fleur.grier@gmail.com feel free to email about anything. I rarely check that email but try to once a week. Sometimes I dont check it for months so if I dont reply on that email dont think I wont, just may take me awhile to do so.